It Feels Like Dying

hurm..
there was 1 day when she said dat "You think i can break up wif you ker?"
n dts d sweetest line he has eva heard..
well..
dts all took place in a sunny beach country of Terengganu..
imagine dt a lovely-pretty gurl said dt in front u..
n d gurl whom you love so much..
a guy would melt down as a gurl dt he loves confessed it..
but..
when dis words neva last n jz faded away..
it kills his heart silently..
as if he is dying in his sleep..
every single day he tries to 4get his past n move on to another sorrow life..
making his life like a normal person..
having fun..laughing..enjoying things dt surrounds him..
bt sadly, he couldnt make it..
cz deep in his heart whispers dt he still in love wif dt gurl..
n d gurl lives inside him no matter where he goes n what he does..
nevertheless..
he tried to hate her..
then again..
he couldnt make it..
he even couldnt throw away all d gifts dt she had given him..
he keeps all the gifts in a box of Love..
some of his frens forced him to jz burn dem all up..
cz d gifts sicken him terribly..
he didnt wanna do so..
cz he got his own point of view..
from all the gifts dt she gave him..
what he sees are..
everlasting loves and efforts..
n dats d reason why he couldnt throw them away..
he really Loves those gifts as much as he Loves her..
~haih~
n there is a rumor saying dt a new gurl tried to get him..
but when d new gurl tried to get along with him..
he jz refused to do so..
cz he stil cnt forget dt lovely-pretty gurl..
dis situation of his difficult time always end up with tears n cries..
he cried out loud deep in his broken heart..
he could jz cried out to God or jz No One..
he suffered lotsa pains..
the pains which are so unbearable as though u dun wanna know how it feels like..
hurm..
lotsa people told him dt a guy has
a pride..
dun loose it cz of a gurl dt jz dzen belong to you..
bt m telling u dis..
a guy does has a pride , though , he got his weak point too..
it's not like he has to LOOSE his pride..
it's jz dt he has to LOWER DOWN his pride..
nw r u agree with me?
sure u do cz when u love someone..
you have to give n take..

P/s : Love ur Love One with all ur hearts
Always be your Love One listener
I mean , the ONLY listener

sekadar hiasan